To be honest, logging into blogger then making a proper post is difficult. My mind is jumbled up all the time and its messy.
So what i'll do is put this notepad file on my desktop. each time a thot comes to mind i'll add a line in.

That way i'll stop making stupid posts.

The time now is 9.26. Jus came back from night study. Its kinda noisy but when your serious you can really learn. i didn't really learn but i was helping jy

and leo. I wont use the word coaching as it means im better then them which i am really not. Man even here i have to watch my use of words

sometimes even a ... at the end of your words make you sound sad or frustrated.. yeah... see what i mean. Sometimes i jus wan to drag my words. sometimes its

because the people around me can really feel i'm sad.

so far only one person can feel i'm geniunely sad. I certainly hope its not be cos their paranoid all the time =).

Well i decided to walk back from school. The long way. toook 45 mins lol.

But i didn't feel tired at all. It was when i sat down after getting home when i felt the pain. Quite the opposite. You know the sayings you'll only realise

your loved ones after you lost them and all that. I think this somehow qualify as a saying. lazy to phrase it up.

its all about phrasing up seriously. I'm sure Kuhendran would agree.

brb

"stretch forth your hand to me, and pull me out of this bottomless pit(after today im gone) says:
sian la keep losing dota =(
Eureka Seven | dreams come true after all says:
haha
Eureka Seven | dreams come true after all says:
i dont mind playing one now

"

dota game =D,

okay back.

Well i did something embarassing on the way back.

I saw a puddle and water and i jump onto it, tearing it =) (sorry too embarassing, decode it)

i guess alot of things came to my mind. am i really that hard to understand... must try you know.. your best.. really really your best. i definitely know im

trying my best. you?

I kinda screw up my surprise today. I requested for tuition to be at 4, was really happy when everyone said yes. For a slightest moment i wanted to spike u, make it at 3. Only around 2 seconds.. But no way am i going to start it again. I've learnt =) so i managed to changed to 4. But i kinda phrased it wrongly and got misunderstanding. haha so much for trying to be sweet. I made someone sad again.

i'll upload this on blogger for now. quite lengthy already

till then