Thursday, July 27, 2006
5:45 PM
You know how scary getting tired of something can get. Like you used to really love this song. But a few weeks later when you hear it, its not interesting anymore. despite how nice it was or how you were feeling when you heard it. It just doesn't you had tomean alot anymore. Yup.. Its scary.
To me one of the scariest phrase is 'i am very tired already.. and i know your tired too.' really i mean it. Its scary to me.
Its scary when you put alot alot into something. And you get tired of it. All the effort and energy is wasted.
When i read that you dont know how much longer u can hold on. Its scary. I guess your not jus threatening me, but your really tired.
But i hope to get one thing straight.. Its not like im asking for trouble or anything. You always give me things to doubt you in. From a small matter it turned into something big again. I hate it when that happens..
I wish our relationship could be more transparent. After the last fight.. I agreed to really start being honest. I wish you could be too..
Thats why when u asked another chance yty. i was kinda surprised..
From the way you were sounding.. i thought you had reach your limit..
Everyone has a limit before they finally dont care about the matter. and yup jus drop it.. like completely not care about it anymore.
Maybe my limit is really long! But i know your reaching yours soon.. If you aren't.. please dont say your tired
&& loved.